(NEGATIVE POST AHEAD, minus the bit at the bottom after the first paragraph) June 20, 2026 - Tomorrow I have to go to a family gathering for fathers day, I'm supposed to dress nice cause we're going to a church. I dunno how to feel about it, I have to get up early so I'm not uber thrilled about THAT but I dunno. Bit nervous cause it feels like nobody respects me there or thinks I'm like some deaf child they can talk shit about. The amount of times they'll ask if i have a job yet, i go 'no' (because job searching has been beating my ass) and then they turn to my PARENTS to start talking shit about "this generation doesnt wanna work :/" LIKE PISS OFF. sighhhh.

In exciting news, DELTARUNE CHAPTER FIVE SOON!!!!!! LETS GOOOOOOOOO!! TRAUMA!! /silly

OH YEAH!! I made some blinkies for the first time, they're super complex but they're made by me and I like them because I put work into them :)

THIS IS ONE OF THEM :D The other ones I made for a friend :] also in restrospect it might be hard for color blind folk to see properly, i'll need to fix that

I still need to finish the In Sound Mind ramble on my games page, I'm just struggling figuring out what I wanna say about Allen. I don't tend to think about him much, but I wanna put real thought into his section! I kind of relate to him honestly, with the whole 'I've been nervous/afraid my whole life' but also ever since I was a little kid LOVING horror and scary tv shows! I dunno, I think when you're scared all the time you gravitate toward that. His case is kinda different though.

July 15, 2026

It's been about two weeks since I last updated my webpage, fathers day went okay but I had a headache by the end of it and was a little grumpy from being sleepy. Deltarune's new chapter was really cool, especially the platforming bit!! The weird route is fucked up LMAO. Times felt both really short and so long as of late tbh.

July 17,2026

Trying to get a job in this town is so difficult for no reason!!!!! JUST LET ME INNNNN LET ME INNN YOU'RE A GROCERY STORE IT DOESN'T TAKE THAT MUCH EXPERIENCE YOU LET TEENAGERS DO THIS ON LIKE 6 HOURS OF SLEEP I'm not saying teenagers can't do difficult things by the way it's more the fact they're actively growing/learning and also having to put up with this bs while sleep deprived and doing homework LIKE I DON'T HAVE TO DO HOMEWORK ANYMORE!!! LET ME WORK HERE PLEAAAASE PLEA-

Anyway, I know the type of stuff i wanna add cool stuff to my website i just don't know where to find it/how to put it on there. YOUTUBE TUTORIALS IT IS!!! When i got the energy and willpower... Q-Q